Confused

My boss just told me that the Philippines will be the second site for KIC Model implementation. Not the supposed first.

Which only means na my trip to China will be moved indefinitely. I don’t know exactly when it will finally push through. But I somehow want it to be here now, in my hands, because only until then can I finally decide if it’s really something I want for myself.

Hay. Ang tagal naman. Maybe this is not for me talaga. Maybe God is saying I should go to the States na and try my luck there. Ewan.

I still have until summer to decide. Na malapit na. :-) Please Lord, give me a sign…