It’s been what…almost a month already since I broke up with my Ex. And I have to admit I’m not doing so well. I’ve been calling him for no reason at all, replying to his texts, and acting pretty nice to him.

So much for giving him a taste of his own medicine.

Which is why I was elated upon finding out that he actually called me at my work phone while I was out for lunch. Hah! Ngayon ikaw na ang maghahabol.

I always tell myself that I’m a strong girl. That I won’t run after ANY guy (well…except maybe if it’s Brad Pitt). But the last few weeks were a testament to my weakening resolve.

Oh, but it’s never too late to start. Today is a New Day. :-)

I still don’t know if I actually LIKE my new hair.

I just never thought it was gonna be this short! Though I’m getting compliments from some people, it’s just such a drastic change from my long hair.

Anyway, I’m looking forward to my girls’ night out with my college barkada this Friday! *sigh*
Although I’m still not sure if I am really ready to talk about what happened with Brian. Everything’s still pretty raw right now.

I love what Oprah said in her interview with Uma Thurman. I cannot remember the exact words she said, but it was something like, “foregiveness is letting go of the HOPE that things could have been better”. It actually makes sense when you think about it that way.

Well, I can’t say I’m there yet, but I’m working on it. :-)

Last Saturday

I miss my college friends! Last Saturday night, I went out to have dinner with Jo, Ken, Ernie, Yrrah, and dapat, Nips and Pao (her new bf). Unfortunately though, I wasnnot able to stay late enough (damn curfew) to see Nips. (Jo, dumating nga ba si Nips and bf?)

We had dinner at Big Buddha. The food was okay, we basically just ordered anything that said "Super Serving" beside the name. Hehe. (That's me waaay farther back in the first picture.)

Jo, Ernie, and Yrrah.

Ken, Bri, Me. Can't believe just days before Brian was my boyfriend.

Last but not the least, Me and Jo!

This is not a good start

I now I’m not getting any younger, so lately I have been thinking of what I really wanted to do with my life. (And there have been several instances of these for the past few days, with my ample free time.)

I know there’s SO much more to life than what I have right now, which is the Wake up-Go to work-Sleep cycle, with the occasional breathers in between. Makes me miss my highschool days, where everything was so much simpler and beautiful...


Hah! I can’t believe I’m already having a mid-life crisis at 23!

My shopping addiction has finally paid off.

Just a few weeks ago, I came across this ad in the net saying “Get Paid to Shop!”

I know that may sound like a big joke to everyone else, but for someone who works a 9-5 job just to earn some shopping money (hello, that’s ME), this means serious business.

So I applied. And I was short-listed and accepted on the same day! Yay!

Although I cannot really talk about my “assignment” here, well, cos it’s supposed to be a secret.

I hope I get bigger projects (with bigger pay) after this one. I’m excited!

Living the Single Life

I’m very excited about a lot of things lately, though I can’t really talk about it here yet. :-)

Since I am officially single now (‘di ata official yung dati haha!), I’ve been trying to keep myself really busy with activities on weekends. (On weeknights after work I read a book. ---Walang hihirit!)

Makes me realize, mahirap din pala maging productive pag single noh?

My bf and I have finally broken up. After two years and nine months of being together, I called it quits last Wednesday night. I do not know if we still have a chance someday, but I do hope (as with everything else I hope for), that better things will come after this.